Only Love

Love is hard, if that is so easy. I thought, everyone might already found their true love. Think over and over again, It's seems like easier to start over than fix things. When everything are just completely mess. How about if we act like it's the first time we know each other again ? Will it be good enough ?

There's a part of me is dying now. Does heartbreak can hurt that much ? Maybe the amount of love that been given is indifferent than the taken one. It's surely hurt a lot to experience this feeling. Because each time this thing happened, it's getting heavier. It's feel like your soul also be taken with the person you love too. I know it may be temporary but damn it, i really hate it so much

This world sometimes too much, isn't it ? Yesterday you'd be loved, but today they no longer remember your love towards them. Yesterday you could easily heard 'I miss you' from him, but today to have a longer conversation is hard enough. Yesterday she thought he would be her happy end, but today he don't longer like her as much as yesterday's. Don't know whose wrong, things get beyond complicated, Honestly, I miss yesterday when all of things still stay so good, Right now, it just feels like things slowly grow apart ... 

She always hope if this love will give her a happy ending . It's true inside relationship, Love is not all rose. Sometimes we may go through up and down situation but, what's the most matter ? It's about understanding and how they will try to fight for each other. What if one of them stop trying ? sooner or later the other one will tired for fighting alone. She thought, if he has show no interest to her that much then, was that okay for her to approached him again and again ?  It's feel like being unwanted but force him to look at her. She just stay, unknowingly don't know what to to. Being hurt by her own mind. She not as strong as he think. Every night, before she could really falls a sleep, she always keep thinking "What things has gone wrong ?". Hope that she will be able to choose her own path.